Creatively Challenged.
Sometimes I just feel really lame.
Maybe it’s the field I’m in. I’m in a field that changes daily with new, inspiring things happening all around me. Creative, new, catchy, exciting things are being built by my friends EVERY day and I feel like I’m just floating around in this vast sea of awesomeness but not actually contributing to it.
In college, I always had ideas. Then I graduated, and realized I’m not as sweet as I think I am. In fact, I’m pretty damn average.
Nothing about me stands out, nothing I do is making a huge difference in the world, and I have no awesome brainchild project to be gallivanting around town talking about.
My friends = sweet.
Me = blahhh.
Maybe I’m in a creative slump, or maybe I need to allow my brain to adjust to all my crazy life changes before lightbulbs start going off.
But I don’t wanna wait.
I wanna be awesome NOW. I wanna catch someone’s attention TODAY. I wanna impress the hell out of someone in some fashion, and SOON.
And yes, I realize those are all things I need to make happen, but when my brain refuses to function and come up with sweet things, I remain unsweet.
Oh gods of creative coolness, please help me get rid of this mental block I have and fix me. I wanna go back to being awesome and proud!!
Yeah.
